The Lovesong Writer

just so you know, i've been spending my weekend trying to get away from my dad. no, not that kind of getaway, like i-don't-wanna-go-parkway-with-you-type. seriously though, i know my dad has all-my-best-interests-crap sometimes he is too.......................... overprotective. it's true. and abit weird too.

he said it was ok for me to go orchard but no he didn't want me to go tampines cos' he didn't want me to "hang around shopping complexes". that is so crap. i mean, isn't being older supposed to get you more responsibility? i think my dad reversed that. as i get older, i have less responsibility. well, i guess partly because i lost my handphone last year. and his handphone charger and some money in beijing the year before. okay. so i may not be the most responsible girl on the planet. BUT i still know how to take care of myself. so i guess that counts for sth. tampines and parkway together are probably not as dangerous as orchard alone. like duh right? i think my sister has more responsibility than me. well, she is also more spoilt than me, so everyone says.

i spent the whole entire weekend saying no to this and that and this and that. but eventually was forced to go along. to changi boardwalk. to cold storage. to the library. i so hate this.

BUT at least he finally agreed to let me continue my piano lessons again. WOW. he took a whole one-and-a-half years to agree to that. why did i even agree to quit piano in the first place? right. psle. now my sister wants to learn guitar. according to reggie, we are supposedly going to learn the guitar next year in sec 2. so if it's true, why waste money now learning it when i am going to learn it next year anyway. fyi, i almost learnt the guitar. but thankfully went to learn the piano instead. i love my darling piano. but now, since i stopped taking piano, it's being less frequently used.

my dad almost didn't want to start up the lessons again. you wanna know why? because he thinks that i can learn all the new pieces by myself if i got the notes. i can't even learn my dNt straight and he expects me to learn a whole entire song by myself?! what an outrage! though i did learn the intro to my heart will go on. i'm so proud of myself for that. (: but i can't be bothered to learn the rest. see? i can't even learn that pathetic song finish. ahhhhhhhhhhh.

*sigh* kinda reminicsing [did i spell it correctly?] on the good old times now. the times in mcs. that was fun. to tell you the truth. i never knew real bitchiness until i came to kcp. like i didn't even know the meaning of that word until i was what? pri 5? up till now i still forget the meaning of some of the words. but kcp did have its fun times. like loads. in fact, it may have been hard to accept kcp as my new school, but i have never regretted it. i discovered my passion in kcp. my passion for singing and the choir. well, it may be because of natasha. yea. i wouldn't have joined choir if not for her. (:

trying to find a new blogskin now actually. but none of the blogskins i've seen screams me. am i destined to me-less blogskins forever?
-su rin

10:18 am;
Still waiting for you-