The Lovesong Writer

today marks a new era - the dawning of a new term and semester...

what crap am i talking about?! okay, so it's the first day, i'm feeling more hyper than usual. history starts today! boy, it's so exciting. not that it's not, the teacher [mrs teo sw] just makes it boring. but hey, at least it's better than mrs siva right? definitely. we changed pe teacher to mr lee!! heard from other classes that he is one tough teacher, hope we're not in for a hard time. if it's any better i promise to be a good girl during pe and do all my situps and exercises properly. like that'll happen. i wonder how the teachers can accuse joey and reggie of dying their hair?! out of the whole class, they are the ones who are most unlikely to do something as vain as that! they are just so tomboyishish. i guess that makes sense like abit. i'm so happy i get to sit next to my twin [reggie]. so fun! the only thing that's not fun is her making fun of my english. it's not cheem okay?! anyhows, must go practise piano now!
-su rin

4:36 pm;
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as much as i hate to say it, sometimes my parents do the things that are probably best for me. as for other stuff, they just wanna control me. haha :)

choir all these days, do i ever get to enjoy the last week of the holis? though i have to admit that i'm beginning to get quite attached to the mickey mouse song. hehe :) it's childish yea, but as mr liew said, it brings out the child in us or something like that. almost 9am now, choir starts at 1pm. what shall i do till then?
-su rin

8:25 am;
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let's see, it has been 10 days since i last updated my blog. reason? i went to perth and freo. as nice as it was, it definitely won't be my first choice if i decide to go to australia. hmm. probably melbourne, cos' it totally rocks there! i'm actually rushing to finish all my homework now that i'm back. i arrived in the afternoon yesterday the 19th. flight sq 224 experienced turblulence that day.

i have no idea why i didn't want to bother to finish the homework before. wait i do know the reason behind that. anway, i tried going into schooldna and look what shit i got there? i couldn't log in, i have homework that needs to be done there. and i can't log in. utterly crap. at least i have a reason not to do the homework then?

kinda excited that we are finally starting history. the reason being: i find history pretty facisnating, don't ask me why though. i just do. must run in the family though, cos' practically the whole of the chow family likes history. better than geog anyday.

anyway, i'm doind my book reports now [can you believe it? miss low asked us to do 2 book reports, 700 owrds each?!]. better return to it!
-su rin

12:01 pm;
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oh crap! i didn't know that we were leaving today! i thought it would be tomorow... but nevermind... i'm so blur... i feel like i'm embarking on a journey that will change my life forever... LAME... i better stop reading so much... haha... better hurry to pack my things though...
-su rin

11:46 am;
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Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go alone

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete

incomplete by backstreet boys. :)) couldn't really think of anything to put up here so why not the lyrics of my fave songs? all i did today was go watch monster-in-law with reggie, her sis and my sis. went to gv marina haha. :)) leaving for perth in two days' time. on sat night. ooo.
-su rin

4:51 pm;
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Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens,
bright copper kettles and warm wollen mittens,
brown paper packages tied up with strings,
these are a few of my favorite things.

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple strudels,
door bells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles.
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings.
these are a few of my favorite things.

Girls in a white dresses with blue satin sashes,
snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes,
silver white winters that melt into springs,
these are a few of my favorite things.

When the dog bites, when the bee stings,
when I'm feeling sad,
I simply remember my favorite things,
and then I don't feel so bad.

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens,
bright copper kettles and warm wollen mittens,
brown paper packages tied up with strings,
these are a few of my favorite things.

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple strudels,
door bells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles.
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings.
these are a few of my favorite things.

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes,
snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes,
silver white winters that melt into springs,
these are a few of my favorite things.

When the dog bites, when the bee stings,
when I'm feeling sad,
I simply remember my favorite things,
and then I don't feel so bad.

my favourite things. :))
-su rin

2:27 pm;
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Did I hear you right?
'Cause I thought you said"Let's think it over"
You have been my life
And I never planned growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Why haven't I always loved you?

Oh when I need you,
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world,
If I had a chance,
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh, please, protect me

Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you,
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you,
You're almost here

Well, I never knew how far behind I left you

And when I hold you,
You're almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for guaranteed

And now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here

almost here by delta goodrem and brian macfadden. :))
-su rin

5:53 pm;
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i've been in my cousin's house the whole weekend. no internet. no disney channel. how can i survive? my radio. hah! just feeling bored now. nobody's online for me to talk to. cheryl has gone on holiday, filzah is out and reg, well, she has to go for tuition. me and reg is going to watch monster-in-law someday this week. maybe i'll ask cheryl too, though not sure when she's coming back. filzah is out of the question. she is so busy, i wonder whether she has time to sleep. hmm.

my dad went balistic, cos' i didn't do anything except play the whole weekend. yes, it's holidays but no work and all play made jack a play boy right? or so the saying goes. now i have to do 3 test papers just because i didn't study. *sigh* better go start on it though, or else i'm in hot soup tonight!
-su rin

3:10 pm;
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couldn't think of anything to say so i'll just put one of my fave poems down here... given to my best friends... namely, filzah, cheryl and reggie!

Just take a second, to picture this
It lasts much longer than a lovers kiss

Its close to your heart and its always there
Through trials, tribulations, and heartbreaking despair

Its love in its purest form, forever and true
It shines it's brightest when your feeling blue

Its resolve is never broken, and its always by your side
You show it to the world, for it you could never hide

It shines more beautiful than a star in the sky
Its firm, rock hard, and can never shatter or die

Its ever so perfict like a statue of the Greeks
It can make anyone feel beautiful, even the shy or meek

Its not exactly a diamond, but its forever, til the end
The best gift you'll ever get, its your very best friend

12:08 pm;
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i'm kinda feeling blue now for no apparent reason. is there even such a thing as that? supposed to go ice skating yesterday, but my dad didn't allow it because he thought my sister was so perfect doing her assignments, bleh lah. but even though i told my friends that i was going to snitch on her, i didn't. protective older sister side coming out of me? i hope not. but come on, it's the holidays and my dad could at least cut some slack. and i had choir on tuesday so i didn't have time to do homework! but if i actually said that he would proobably say "who ask you join choir?" mummy like d'uh. it was either choir or sjab. choose the obvious of obvious?

i love singing but this type of singing, making me sing against my own will, i don't like. normally i would just learn the notes after choir, but why do i find myself not bothering to? lack of cca during exam period made my perfectionist abilities dormant? it's just like a volcanoe, being dormant and then suddenly spitting out all its lava. sometimes i wonder why we had to have a cca. to bring ppl with similar interests together? go join a chat group. hmm.

well, i better stop complaining. can't help it though. my mother once said that i as the complain queen. and i'm still excited. next saturday flying off. zoom. haha.
-su rin

3:24 pm;
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this is sianess. got nothing to do now. i woke up at 7 in the morning just to fetch my sister out and arrive 45 min early for choir. so great right? we had to sing the stupid mickey mouse song over and over again and we still couldn't get it right. bleh. went home and had my lunch. and then i went to take a nap and now i'm feeling extremely bored.

i just read chinese cinderella and the secret dragon society and it was so nice. it is about a girl named cc or chinese cinderella joining a martial arts academy and going on a mission to save five american pilots who bombed tokyo. haha. so lame but sastisfying...

i just can't wait to go perth. next week! ahhhhh! yayness!
-su rin

5:04 pm;
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