The Lovesong Writer

i'm kinda feeling blue now for no apparent reason. is there even such a thing as that? supposed to go ice skating yesterday, but my dad didn't allow it because he thought my sister was so perfect doing her assignments, bleh lah. but even though i told my friends that i was going to snitch on her, i didn't. protective older sister side coming out of me? i hope not. but come on, it's the holidays and my dad could at least cut some slack. and i had choir on tuesday so i didn't have time to do homework! but if i actually said that he would proobably say "who ask you join choir?" mummy like d'uh. it was either choir or sjab. choose the obvious of obvious?

i love singing but this type of singing, making me sing against my own will, i don't like. normally i would just learn the notes after choir, but why do i find myself not bothering to? lack of cca during exam period made my perfectionist abilities dormant? it's just like a volcanoe, being dormant and then suddenly spitting out all its lava. sometimes i wonder why we had to have a cca. to bring ppl with similar interests together? go join a chat group. hmm.

well, i better stop complaining. can't help it though. my mother once said that i as the complain queen. and i'm still excited. next saturday flying off. zoom. haha.
-su rin

3:24 pm;
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