is sorry really the hardest word? four days already. yeah, i guess it is really hard. should i make the first step or wait? knowing her, it will probably never come. ahh, oh well, let bygones be bygones.finders keepers, losers weepers? never approved of that habit, cheryl sweetie. i'm so honest! but seriously, i don't think it's right to go and take other ppl's stuff like that. yea, that person was careless and she should have been more careful but hey! i was never the one who took all these kind of things like that. i mean, just during founder's day i found like $20 lying around and i gave it to miss low. other ppl would've just taken the money and left. yeah. i'm just me. remember that for the rest of your lives. muahahahaha.-su rin
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i just need to vent my anger out and bitch about that freakin' bitch so i wouldn't bother reading if i were you; unless of course, you are those kay-pos and gossipists. LOL. so here it goes, cover your ears ppl!she is just such a freakin' bitch. if she ever dare talk to me like that again she is so gonna regret ever being born. who cares about her idols anyway? they're just ordinary ppl who has fame thrown upon them. all her idols are guys, despo? i don't even have an idol. sure, i admire some ppl but that's it. ADMIRE NOT FAN CRAZY OVER THEM. if she can critisise me, why can't i critisise her or her idols. GUYS WHO WEAR PINK T-SHIRTS ARE GAY. there it is. i shouted it to the whole world to hear, hope she's looking at this. hah. idols are just ordinary ppl like us. not some god which we must worship. the way she talks about her idols, you'd think that they were some great god who created internet or sth. she doesn't seem to make any sense at all. i didn't want to go back on my word not to say about the pink shirts comment but since she was accusing me of lesbianism i just said it. and she got so angry over it and called me a liar. WHO'S THE REAL LIAR, ME OR YOU? you'd think that she's only befriended me for some reason, not because she wanted to or sth. she's just a freakin' hypocrite like everyone else in this freakin' world. she just confuses me. one minute i'm supposedly in love with this guy she made up or some despo who wants a guy bad; the next, i'm some lesbian. she's probably the despo. and the lesbian. my mind works independly. i prefer to do most stuff by myself. the word "friend" is not in my vocabulary. it may have once been, but it has been deleted over the years. the only ppl i hold close and can actually count on is my family. that's it. no more other ppl. i don't need any guy by my side and i certainly don't need her.*sigh* i think that's enough bitching already. oh well, ppl who are reading this, don't take this seriously cos' it's probably not how i actually feel. i just feel angry right now so i have to spill my thoughts into my blog. FYI, the facts about HER are true and not made up. haha. changing my blogskin to suit my mood. the music is getting a little noisy already, isn't it?-su rin
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day two of bmw... writing this at reggie's house. muahaha, the dog tried to climb on me?! freaked me out and gave me a scare *ah* today was so much more interesting than yesterday, i got to fly a kite! but sadly, the kite didn't want to be flied and it kept dropping *sobs* i got first in that scrabble competition... i'll never play scrabble again! i have two sets of scrabble at home and i never touch it.cheryl like ignoring us [me and reggie] like that lorh. i'm leaving the house soon, blogging here just so reggie can see how to work it.-su rin
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today marks the start of bmw, no classes for three whole fantastic days. should be happy about it right? but there's always a glitch somewhere, we have to make bookmarks, kites, watch a lame movie... blah blah. well, at least there's no lessons.the choir sang so nicely. haha, being thicked-skinned now. i love the that's what friends are for song, it's so nice (: we were all locking arms and singing and smiling and singing and swaying and singing and smiling and swaying, yeah enough of singing.i made tons of bookmarks for everyone, my hand is so sore, now we have to design a kite! well, better hop to it! hop hop...-su rin
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today we had to stay back for more than an hour! and all we did during assembly was have a "healthy lifestyle" talk, emdd and the thailand thing... made me very late and angry.we were supposed to go parkway together but reggie didn't catch the bus together with me and cheryl but she still managed to arrive there first. then we went swensons to eat lunch and i followed cheryk to fix her specs. i'm an angel, that's why i do saintly stuff. LOL. hmm, on the way to the taxi stand i saw the senior crystal, waved waved, and took taxi back.i was looking through some old photos yesterday night and found some of my baby photos... i found one of me in a fairy outfit doing the christmas play. i know why they chose me... BECAUSE I WAS SO ANGELLIC!!! LOL. i found a startling resemblance between me and my baby cousin yi hng. we look so alike! i seriously looked like a boy when i was a baby.supposed to memorize the lyrics to the new songs but i can't be bothered to. why give us such hard songs to memorize?! i better be off memorizing... by tomorrow no doubt!-su rin
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don't you just hate doing projects? i ABSOLUTELY hate it! at least if it is in english it's fine. but chinese? i hardly know what is what in that confusing world. sure my mom says i have potential to do it - but do i really want to listen to that crap? yeah... filzah and daphne are here to do the literature project. the rowland ruby, yaya...nth really much to say here... been pms-ing for the last few days, glad thats over...-su rin
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i have officially gotten out of the 'busified' stage of after-performances/missing school syndrome. FINALLY. i was totally panicking to finish all the assigned homework. what i have is old news. blah blah. choir having new commitee and learning 2 new songs. blah blah. the new chair is matilda. wish her luck for the rest of this year and on into the next. literature was so fun!!! i got to be the chlorofoamed butler and all i had to do was act dead and let someone 'carry' me. we were doing freeze shots otr something. we were totally being creative, with bowtie and flower for butler. LOL. but it's lame yeah. i have to go now so i'll probably be blogging a few days later as usual. haha. saiyonara!-su rin
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the emdd is finally over and guess what? i want it all over again! it's only my first one yet i feel like i've been doing it all my life. probably because of all the concerts we had to do when we were younger. damn those concerts. haha. a one-in-a-lifetime experience for some ppl, a daily occurence for others. okay, i have no idea what i'm talking about now.anyway, emdd rocked hard, though i can't say that cos' it's only my first one. i crave for more. we rocked. kcp was very mean according to filzah. they laughed at us. it should be us who are laughing at them not vice versa.okay, i'm blogging at 12:21 in the dead of the night. weird. and ppl are still online! i need to get my beauty sleep now [joking]! ciaos!-su rin
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