The Lovesong Writer

i just need to vent my anger out and bitch about that freakin' bitch so i wouldn't bother reading if i were you; unless of course, you are those kay-pos and gossipists. LOL. so here it goes, cover your ears ppl!

she is just such a freakin' bitch. if she ever dare talk to me like that again she is so gonna regret ever being born. who cares about her idols anyway? they're just ordinary ppl who has fame thrown upon them. all her idols are guys, despo? i don't even have an idol. sure, i admire some ppl but that's it. ADMIRE NOT FAN CRAZY OVER THEM. if she can critisise me, why can't i critisise her or her idols. GUYS WHO WEAR PINK T-SHIRTS ARE GAY. there it is. i shouted it to the whole world to hear, hope she's looking at this. hah. idols are just ordinary ppl like us. not some god which we must worship. the way she talks about her idols, you'd think that they were some great god who created internet or sth. she doesn't seem to make any sense at all. i didn't want to go back on my word not to say about the pink shirts comment but since she was accusing me of lesbianism i just said it. and she got so angry over it and called me a liar. WHO'S THE REAL LIAR, ME OR YOU? you'd think that she's only befriended me for some reason, not because she wanted to or sth. she's just a freakin' hypocrite like everyone else in this freakin' world. she just confuses me. one minute i'm supposedly in love with this guy she made up or some despo who wants a guy bad; the next, i'm some lesbian. she's probably the despo. and the lesbian. my mind works independly. i prefer to do most stuff by myself. the word "friend" is not in my vocabulary. it may have once been, but it has been deleted over the years. the only ppl i hold close and can actually count on is my family. that's it. no more other ppl. i don't need any guy by my side and i certainly don't need her.

*sigh* i think that's enough bitching already. oh well, ppl who are reading this, don't take this seriously cos' it's probably not how i actually feel. i just feel angry right now so i have to spill my thoughts into my blog. FYI, the facts about HER are true and not made up. haha. changing my blogskin to suit my mood. the music is getting a little noisy already, isn't it?
-su rin

2:52 pm;
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