best of friends once again? hard to believe. fighting for more than a month, refusing to look at each other... we sit next to each other for heaven's sake! miracle that we could ignore each other for THAT long a time. right, mrs ho is SOOO bad, omg!!! she actually read out personal stuff like SUPER personal stuff out to the class when she herself said that cannot read out cos' it was personal!!! at least i have the comfort knowing that the whole class was kinda outraged at that (i think anyway)... debate next week four hours, then after that MAYBE just MAYBE i'll go for some attachment job with saman and a few others! holis are going to be SOOO fun!
sheesh... anyhow scold one this mr g. lee, not my fault, not anyone's fault scold... say i play truant, say i make use of the school's rights... what kind of reason is that?!?!? oh yah... i forgot to tell you what i'm blabbing about... it's about swimming! he say i never pay but i got... scold and scold then go take all the forms and guess what?! my form was there, it clearly states i WILL be going for the beginner's course and it IS attached to my money!!! then go and say i never go and check the board behind the class! he-lloooo......... i didn't even hear any announcement asking us to check it, neither did daphne or the others for that matter!!!
some people are just such copycats. if SHE remembers properly, she would know that there was a list going around the class before we broke our friendship. i tried to persuade you all to join, you blatantly refused to. so why the sudden interest in it? why the sudden interest in everything i do? debate has always intrigued me. i've always liked it. suddenly you're interested too and just because i'm signing up, you're not going? no, it's only because one of your good friends is joining only did you consider joining. that's not called true interest, that's just tagging along. you never really had any true interest in anything. grudge against choir? think our singing behind you is irritating eh? well, you like all your guy singers (which i think is kinda despo, all guys only please lah) isn't that called singing too? you're just jealous that you can't express your feelings in the same way. i mean, i sing ALL the time. i have no problem with that. i have no problem with anyone singing. it just makes me wanna sing with them too. i don't hear you complaining about OTHER people. just the people behind you coincidently. or me to be exact. i bet if you knew ANY of the songs we were singing, you would be singing with us too. but too bad for you, the only english songs you listen to is what you deem nice on disney channel. disney only shows THEIR own songs. some of which are not even hits anymore. they're nice i guess. but i don't watch disney anymore. i mostly watch channel 5 and entertainment and maybe some other random channel.
i'm like soo freakin' excited about the malacca trip thing, it is gonna ROCK!!! i'm crazy... i think i'm going to bring all my denim bottoms!!! or maybe a new skirt? i absolutely HAVE to get a new top. i don't have anny nice tops to wear anymore. well, save a few. today was okay i guess. choir was boring... i couldn't sing, had a sorethroat. my throat still freakin' hurts!!! i ran out of lozenges half-way through the day. so i had to bear the pain!!! but it still hurts now.
just came back from swimming. my arms feel like lead right now. i totally hate this. joey told me i can go into advance, like why the hell did my parents ask me to go for this thing in the first place? then have to go in exactly half an hour's time for piano. i wanna sleep but obviously i can't. *sighs*
sing till your troubles are no more; dance as if you've never danced before. that's how i feel right now. music - an escape to reality. living in the real world just sucks. i guess some people are just more sentimental than others over certain stuff. for me, i guess it's music. i hate it when someone does something 'harmful' to something related to music. this hilarious incident happened a few years back: i had this bookmark of a treble clef and my sister was playing with it. it was metal so you can twist it round and those type of bookmarks. so my sister wanted to know how it was 'made' as in what the original shape was. when i came back from school, my sister had straightened my bookmark to a long thin wire stick! i was so angry, i didn't speak to my sister for a week! thinking back, it was pretty childish fussing over these small things like that.
finding something new about my self, whether i like it or not. today, we had choir "relocation", however you put it, today. and i got relocated to alto 2. kinda shocking if you get what i mean. everyone's having shocks because of this. personally, it's kinda - uncomfortable - to sing low. it's easier to sing high for me. but i guess. so many things to do this week. my mind's going crazy doing all these stuff. *sigh* better get on it i guess.
using the web encyclopedia my dad gave me to search for quotes i came across this really meaningful sentence. a lesson most people forget or never learn at all.
Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used
synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us.
proud and vain always come together with the package. it is easily confused with the other. pride is more of our opinion of ourselves. more than once, i've heard pride being mistaken for being boastful. boastful is arrogant as arrogant is boastful, but how can people actually think for once that it is the same as having pride? we all should have a little pride in ourselves. but too much pride is also no good yah, but at least there's still a hint of pride right?
http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Pride_and_Prejudice
-su rin
yesterday we went for the learning journey. it was really really fun. i don't think we actually learnt anything there but we did have quite a few laughs. so why am i feeling so depressed? *sigh* i don't know anything anymore. i blew up at my best friend today for absolutely no reason at all.the whole pms thing is pretty old already. i'll be so glad when adolensence is over. i actually went for an adventure ride during the carnival! i guess it did bring out something in me. my adventurous spirit is something few people have seen. i'm normally in girly girly squeamish mood. we actually went through a river as in drive through it in a car! payal got her legs wet cos' she forgot to put her legs up. it would have been more fun if they had actually told us where to go. the map was useless. we spent two hours walking and arguing, fortyfive minutes waiting and only fifteen minutes actually sitting in the rides! such a waste!
it's not how big the cake is, it's how you cut it that matters. when in childhood, the biggest pieces were given to our parents and the rest shared equally between our friends and other family. but as we grow older, our parents' shares grow smaller. we find new people whom we may consider more important. take your boyfriend/girlfriend for example. you can always tell how much each person value the people around them by seeing how they cut the cake. when we have children and spouses, the biggest share would be given to them and then our parents would just be like any other individual. we should thank our parents especially our moms for bringning us into this world. many mothers have died due to childbirth so how can we treat our mothers with such little respect? don't ask me why i'm posting this kind of post. i just had to do a comprehension in chinese about feelings and this was part of it. i guess it was because i thought it meaningful that i posted the meaning of it all on this blog. it went something like rén shì gân dòng dè dòng wù. translated: people are feelings' animals.
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