The Lovesong Writer

what's the actual meaning of best friends forever? we pledge that every year but do we actually mean it? i never told anyone the partial truth of me going to yamaha for music. why i was so adamant on getting home tuition instead. i missed you. i wanted to see you if you were there even. then the week before last i finally did. but what had happened to our friendship? the one we pledged to be best friends forever more than three years ago? all we did --- i did --- was to touch your shoulder, smile and reminisce about how you can be so much like you after all those years. after that, i just walked off without even a second glance. and when i did glance back, you were gone. laughing with your other friends. so did we really mean it when we pledged best friends forever? sure, we may be "friends forever" but whatever happened to the best? i guess i never really given up on you, even after we went to separate classes and schools after that. do you know that my dad still thinks of you. when asked about my best friends, your name is among the first few to pop out of his mouth? he doesn't givve a damn about my current best friends. just about my old ones. but i guess, deep inside my heart, i still thought that we could still be best friends after all these years, but i guess not. never after all. you've moved on. and i guess i have too. but i guess we'll have to think again before we plegde BEST FRIENDS FOREVER.
-su rin

5:01 pm;
Still waiting for you-