The Lovesong Writer

i have a hundred and one questions in my head right now. first of all, what's HER problem? we all know she's sucidal and all, but she doesn't exactly have to take it out on me and my VERY GOOD FRIEND right? of course in life we get depressed. i mean, i wasn't exactly my usual wacky self today right? i felt like bitching today. and i did quite an impressive amount of it, i might add. a little over my usual bitching which normally is quite little. she bloody insulted me on friday okay? she insulted me and my OTHER VERY GOOD FRIEND. in front of my bloody face. so who is to say i'm wrong to be angry? i feel hurt. that's it. i am stung by her words. so AM i ANGRY with her? to that question, i'd have to say no. maybe an inch of me twitched in anger whenever i hear her name but nothing more than that. i guess i'm still hurt by her words. i guess i'm disappointed in her. i mean me and my VERY GOOD FRIEND (the first one) agreed that we were pretty depressed today too. and i know when i'm depressed, it's when i have this feeling to spurlged my money and eat, eat, eat. even if i'm full. *tsk tsk* i need to condemn myself in silence for awhile. *silence* okay, i so need to get all this negative energy out of me. let's all do the sitting turtle position, shall we? *chuckles*
-su rin

5:26 pm;
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