The Lovesong Writer

i can't believe it! i actually forgot when my birthday was! i think the exams must be messing with my mind cause i was definitely NOT like that last year. in fact, i started counting down two months earlier to my birthday. but what about this year? i'm treating it like an ordinary day. it may be an ordinary day, but guess what? it's MY extraordinary day. nothing can beat the pleaseure of turning thirteen. to know full well that you are an official teen. WOW. and to think i was waiting for this moment since i found out the difference between teens and kids. completely unbelievable. last year, i was full of life, reminding everyone that my birthday was coming. and now, i couldn't care less. WOW. my mom was right, i really HAVE changed. and my mom actually made a joke out of it and said that it was better for me to forget my birthday so that she didn't need to buy me a gift. like i'll really forget it? the four most important years of my life will be: when i turn thirteen (this year), when i turn sixteen (2008), when i turn eighteen (2010) and finally when i turn twentyone (2013). the most important years of my life. i become a teenager at thirteen. there's something special about being sixteen but i can't remember it, eighteen's when you're legal and twenty one's when you're free. i'll be waiting for that great two-one. should i start counting down now? LOL.

-su rin

3:07 pm;
Still waiting for you-