The Lovesong Writer

DAMN. Who spread the bug? Not only am I sick, I think Heidi has the fever too. If I keep this up, I won't need to go to school on Monday. Boohoo. Oh well. Another day lost at school, is another day recovered online. Not that I can actually get my lazy ass off my bed to actually turn the computer on though.
-su rin

THE BIG Q.

8:40 am;
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I hate to go to the dentists. I never did like it. Now braces has brought it to a new level of dislike. I'm set and due next month. URGH. I may have to take out four teeth, two if I'm lucky. HUMPH. The dentist was trying to stretch my lips so far apart. My lips are not elastic for god's sake! But I guess all that comes with the price of having perfect straight teeth. *sigh*
-su rin

a less painful alternative?

7:36 pm;
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I'm having a HUGE brain block now. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to go on this Maths Olympiad thing. But still, maths is maths. We did a recap on division in GREATER detail. There were prime and coprimes. AND we learnt to divide gargantous numbers. HAHA. I know I'm a maths FREAAKK. Can't help myself. I have to get my braces done tomorrow. Though maybe they'll be nice and pull out my teeth first. LOL.
-su rin

7:19 pm;
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SHITSHITSHIT! Me and my big effing mouth. Now my dad wants to go through maths with me. On Valentine's Day! Just because I had to tell him that I was considering taking triple science. Anyway even if I didn't consider it, he'd consider it for me. So it just really doesn't matter. Even if I told him about maths CA, I doubt that he'll shut up about helping me. He said we could study maths this week and science next week. He claims that those subjects are terribly difficult, claims. URGH. I hate my big mouth. URGHURGHURGH.

Okay, I really have to be more optimistic on Valentine's Day.

Had choir today and had to learn Sanctus. EEYUCKS. I terribly dislike that song. I'm actually glad that I have maths training this thursday. I'm looking forward to learning maths. YES, I KNOW I'M A MATHS FREAAK. I wonder whether there's debate on monday. I do hope so. After all the stress during CAs I sure could vent my anger in bitching against the opponent(: YUPYUPS.

-su rin

Happy Valentine's Day!!! Be on your best behaviour ;)

6:45 pm;
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Your eyelids are drooping. You can hardly focus on the characters in front of your face. Your teacher is looking at you inquisitively. You just feel like putting your head down for a quick five minute nap. You can't really help it, just like I can't help mine. But still, our schedules are packed so closely together I hardly have time for anything else at all. *sigh* There's music with Mr. Mouse tomorrow. Why oh why? We can't even learn any instrument.

-su rin

We can share a love divine.

6:39 pm;
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KC versus Anglican. Guess who won? Anglican. Couldn't really believed that, KC spoke so well. But I guess that is what Anglican would say if KC won. I guess we always hear things we don't always want to hear in life. It reminded me of SYF last year. We expected a gold and yet we got a silver. We thought the judges were biased at first. But if you look real closely at the situation a few months down the road. You'd think how childish you'd been.
-su rin

12:42 pm;
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I think I'm going to be late. I'm supposed to be out of the house in five minutes. Need to be in school by five fifteen. But anyway, I'm too lazy. Maybe when I get back I shall have enough energy to watch Memoirs Of A Geisha and blog. Haha.
-su rin

Bare ruin'd choirs where sweet birds once sang.

4:36 pm;
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I'm back from choir. Guess it ended about an hour earlier than usual. Mr Liew was a little pissed at us. I guess if I were him, I'd be pissed too. Everybody was draggy today I guess. We just about sounded as good as the storm outside. LOL. Okay, that was mean. Not quite there yet but definitely worser than tuesday. Haha. Maybe the weather does control our moods. Debate tomorrow. We're going to Jurong! How fun is that? Haha. Not as fun as you think it would be though. I think we're having pizzas. The seniors ka-chowed Mr Meyer into getting it for us. Haha. It ends at eight though. *sigh* But that's one of the fun things about debate.

I guess you could say that everyone changed this year. But for the better? That still remains to be seen. Maybe no one changed at all, maybe it's just me. But when I wake up every morning, something always feels different. I guess. It's not just me you know. It's you too. So don't give me faces or even say that I give them to you. Don't give me warnings. Stop bullshitting yourself because in doing that, I'd be even more annoyed. And most certainly, stop blaming me.

-su rin

action reaction. that's what's needed.

5:47 pm;
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i would have to say that i'm very impressed with the twofour blog. haven't seen it yet? shame on you.
here's a link: http://shout-twofour.blogspot.com
seems like we have some html whizzes in twofour. haha. i'm jealous that they can design blogskins. i'm always too lazy to (:
we planted our own seedlings today and MALFOY JR. came into this world (courtesy of reginia)!
-su rin

11:08 pm;
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