The Lovesong Writer

Somehow when I look back in the past, I'm surprised at how childish I once was. Like when I find out that someone didn't like me, I would either avoid that person or go through all lengths to show that person I'm not who they think I am. But now when I've heard that someone didn't like me, I don't do a thing about it. It has something to do with your mind I guess. Little realisations that make you change yourself into what you're going to be. I guess somewhere along the line between 8 and 14, I realised that I'm not living to impress, I'm living for myself and myself alone. See what a little realisation can lead to?

Okay, enough of the philosophical crapping. Haha. Back to the down-to-earth details about school, school, school and my life. Had black box rehearsal today and yesterday. Left early today for my dental(: Now it's grey. AHAHA. Went to Parkway with Jade on Wednesday to get clothes for the black box. It is commonly thought that a girl on budget never will look good, but guess what? It wasn't THAT bad. In fact, it was quite nice actually. Tomorrow I have SPEECH DAY. Yupp. And black box. Will be home at around 6. These activities are seriously cramping my study time. Exams are only around the corner! In fact, English is on Monday! I'm crossing my fingers to get into triple science.

"The human life is like the shadow of a flying bird, which
lasts only as long as the bird is flying overhead. But eventually the bird will pass by, or cease to fly, and then the shadow is gone forever." - The Shadow of a Flying Bird, Mordicai Gerstein.

Don't whatever me, whatever-ing you. Whatever.

7:59 pm;
Still waiting for you-