The Lovesong Writer

I wonder how it feels like to get smashed. Not that I'd ever have the guts to do that. I doubt I could even down one can of beer without running for water. TSKTSK. I think my parents wonder what happened to the sweet innocence of a young child's mind. OR my mind in general. Haha. With all the results coming in, it would do good to just "drown your sorrows" in alcohol and liquor.

It was the checking of exam scripts today. We checked science, history and DnT. We didn't even check history. The teacher gave up. Bleh. I don't want to get back chinese. I just know I'm gonna fail. But I do want to get back lit though. LITLITLITLITLIT. Dear lit. Darling lit. -;-

living each day in fear and regret.

5:09 pm;
Still waiting for you-