The Lovesong Writer

My blog is dead. AHHA. Haven't been blogging lately. Why? Hmm... Either I don't feel like it or I'm just too busy. A little of both perhaps?

You just gotta love EMDD. I did. It was fantabulous, even if I thought it wasn't going to be fun before. Now I'm missing it like crazy. But there's another new event coming up. HAH? BMW of course! Does anyone have a bell? Those reception counter types? I need one for debates, seriously! HELP! HAHA. Am I looking forward to BMW? In ways, I am. I mean, music and reading, what more could I ask for? In others, well, it's really getting dizzy. Days are flying by and yet all I can focus on is about one thing. It's like I'm living in the past.

I just realised why you were so cold. You're so distant and loved wrongly. It's sad to see a delicate thing like that tainted by unloving hands. And yet you made me see how fortunate I was to have loved correctly, even though it is sad to see you so unmoving. And sometimes, you just have to let go, even if you don't want to, you have to. That's what I realised. That even though I can't be with you forever, I could at least be in your company and good graces; you, my mentor, my friend.

like a reminiscent embedded in my heart, you are forever there.

3:53 pm;
Still waiting for you-