The Lovesong Writer

Today just about sucked like hell. That's what you get for being a goody-two-shoes to attend choir. Well, that sucked too (cause I nearly fell asleep and got scolded two times).

Actually, you seem to realise who your real friends are after awhile. They're the ones that you laugh with, the ones that you cry with; the ones who are willing to listen, and the ones who you are willing to listen to.

That means that your true friends are your soft toys(: haha!

I remember the days where I used to cry to them and talk to them; even though they couldn't understand me at all. I still do actually, to a certain extent that is.

Being a debater and one who loves to argue, I can tell you this truthfully from deep inside my heart: I hate skirting around issues. If it's something I think needs to be raised, then I will raise it. Avoiding it only prolongs the inevitable, and avoiding it worsens the situation. Avoiding it is equalivent to running away, and running away is a coward's way out. That's what I learnt in life. Yes, running did seem appealing to me when trouble first start. But somewhere along the way, you just realise that it's not worth running anymore. Some people just aren't worth your time.

Then you come to the conclusion that you spend your whole life sifting through the sand, dividing who are worth your time and who aren't. It gets a little dull after doesn't it? That's why I've always felt that you can rely on no one but yourself.

And: LAI XUELI! I ENVY YOU SO!

i won't say the things you wanna hear.

Labels: bored, musings

9:36 pm;
Still waiting for you-