You'd think that since it's the holidays, I would have alot of free time right? Nope. Not a single thing. It's like June all over. I don't get much me time now. And how much I wish for it.
I guess, in a way, it's good too. I grow closer to other friends, affirming the support we give to one another. People from choir or debate. Our CCA friends, those who aren't supposed to be as close because they're not from our class. But then again, that thinking is stupid. CCA friends can be closer to you, because they're not as close. Perhaps you are comforted by the fact that they aren't close to your so-called close friends, and you can trust them not to spread.
"Proverbs are beautiful, isn't it? It's a little secret I carry because my other friends don't understand."
Our secret dreams and desires we tell them, merely because we know that our close friends do not approve of it or will make a mockery out of.
"My nickname hit close to the heart because I know deep down just how true it is."
In a way, CCA binds people of different statuses together. The lians, emos, goths; everyone, by their secret passion. But it's sad that people join CCA now to follow their friends and in the end, we are still as divided as ever. But then again, there is just a tiny shred of hope for us.
Oh it feels good to blog again after a one week hiatus. LOL. I contemplated on whether to delete this blog or not. For I saw no reason to keep it since nobody reads it and even in the event that they should, I have to choose words carefully so as to not stir up trouble.pretentiously academian.
Labels: musings
7:38 pm;
Still waiting for you-
We went to Mediacorp today to get our measurements done. I thought it was like super fun lah. HAHA. Especially when we sorted out dates. They were like December is the sacred month, teachers' only holiday. And I couldn't come for 90% of the December dates cause I would have been in Europe. Loyang and KC get on famously (according to Grong seeing the teachers interaction).Speaking of Europe, I can't wait to go! WHOOTS. It'll be my first Christmas in a winter wonderland. And I shall sing carols at the top of my lungs and not care what their neighbours say. Sounds fun doesn't it?But then I majorly embarrassed myself): I needed to make an eye appointment to check my eyesight once again and I rang up the National Skin Centre!!! It was so embarrasing lah.Me: I would like to make an appointment to check my eyesight.
Lady: *not really listening* okay.
Me: My patient number is blahblahblah.
Lady: CHOW SU RIN is it?
Me: Yeah, I want to check my eye degree.
Lady: digri?
Me: Eye degree!
Lady: This is the National Skin Centre, cannot check here.
Me: *pauses for a second or two* OHMYGOD! I'm so sorry I called the wrong one. But the lady could have been nice enough to tell me that I couldn't check my eyesight there in the first place! See what the standards of our service has been reduced to? Joking. But I finally got the right number in the end. So I'm gonna be blind for a day or so. HAHA! I need to put those stupid blinding eyedrop thingies. Tsk.ooo... another excuse to spend money!
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4:24 pm;
Still waiting for you-
I was walking down Orchard with my Grandma yesterday and the various changes we've been through suddenly made its impact known. Where my Mom once used to take my Grandma's place, she would hold my hand and take care of me. But now, instead of my Grandma taking care of me, I took care of her instead. Grandma and I walking down in companiable silence, my only regret is that I couldn't wake up to go to church with her. I knew how much she wanted me to go. I promise myself that I would definitely go the next time(: I hope I will.But it was my weekend away from practically everything. And that included the restrictions of my parents. HAHA. Even though my poor phone nearly got torn into two by my dear beloveds, at least I got to play with them. LOL. And I carried him! And fed him too! WHOOTS. I would post pictures but my Dad took the camera with him (and didn't even take any photos).BUT I LOVE YI XUAN! He's the cutest(: and I go up to see him whenever I can. His sneezes are so cute! And I'm jealous cause his skin is so soft):my beloved
Labels: musings
11:18 pm;
Still waiting for you-