The Lovesong Writer

OH GOSH!

After hours of break back and work (well, not really). I've finally finished the stupid speech. But I still need to time and pace myself:( well, that's a load of rubbish. Just need to remember not to talk too fast.

I can truly say that I'm satisfied with my results today(: no, I'm not for maths. But I'm pretty satisfied overall. Looks like a bright future ahead (yet again).

I don't really give a damn anymore. Do what you shall, I doubt that all your fake friends will support you. In the end, you lost your supposedly best friend. That's too bad then. It's time to start a new chapter in my life.

i just don't know anymore.

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10:39 pm;
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I know I must have blown Maths. Insufficient time to complete it. All I can do now is hope for the best. I hope it won't cause a hindrance to myself. If I don't get in, I won't cry but I will feel extremely sad though. Inhuman really. But if there was no other choice, then I guess I would have to accept.

But enough mopping around. There's another paper tomorrow to try to score anyway.

We can only move forward by our own determination, and boy am I determined.

It seems as if everything I've strived so hard for was just taken away from me just like that. The important thing right now which seemed so close was just snatched up just like that. There's a sinking feeling in my stomach, telling me that I blew it.

there's no such thing as coincidence, only inevitability.

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1:43 pm;
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